Eshva's Journal

[Eshva]

Aug 5

Crono's up!!! I'm so happy! I know.. I know... I haven't written about anything thats happened... so I guess I'll start with why I'm so excited about Crono being up...

About a week ago.. Kearen.. Found me trying to relax.. I wasn't about to let him ruin my favorite spot. And Ya Kearens back.. I really really don't want to go into that and I just want to forget everything. I put up with his banter. Calling me a demon. a thing worse then he. It really didn't phase me.. I'm getting really good at taking obs advice.. He doesn't matter. I kept repetting that until he did something I didn't expect. He taunted me with Rins death. That I liked to kill. That I would bathe in the blood of my friends cuz they would all die.. He pushed me. He he twisted my arm so he was behind me.. He licked my neck.. I don't remeber much.. I don't know if it was in my head or what.. the next thing I know.. theres this hellion.... attempting to rape me.. again. I didn't have claws.. I couldn't fight him off. Next thing I know I'm fighting the hellion. He Called me Ibuki.. that didn't sit right.. Then my side went numb and I fell to the ground seeing crono. I could just feel that I'd attacked one of my best friends.. I felt horrible. He pulled me out of Kearens control. He saved me.

The next thing I know. Crono had these orbs in his hands. I the attack was ment for Kearen.. But it backfired as he kicked crono's legs from under him and crono was sucked into his own attack.. A woman named Millennium. She asked me why she should save him. I was baffled. completely. She pulled up this viewing portal.. that showed him floating there.. in blackness with part of him fadede into it.. I thought of everythign I could think of. I told her he's saved me, and helped alot of other people and he is wonderfull person. I guess I didn't realize how much I actually cared about him as I sat there thinking of the things he's done. She pulled him out. Like a piece of paper. Thankfully Eric was there to help me get him to Doc Syls.. But he was in a coma ever since. until today that is

In the following days Nissa learned to fight back against Kearen. It was wicked to see.

I had another encounter with with kearen... This time he kissed. me..on my cheek.. he moved to fast for me to avoid it. Nothing was more gross then that he also left this crazy mark. thankfully its gone now. But Jason saw it.. I felt horrible. But He took me to his dad's lab. I was shocked on how much alike they are! Espically in appearace. But I now have the drugs to stop those vile little marks that Nissa told me was known as the Kiss and hopefully Keep Kearen out of my mind. I am very gratefull for that.

I've also found my self in a little bit of a pickel.. Stasis wants to set me up with jason! But at the same time crono just asked me to the BVA and SJS sock hop which I've agreed to.. I like both of them alot.. well okay.. more then alot. I'm not sure what I'm gonna do. They're both charming and alot of fun. I guess I'll have to see..

[Eshva]

Aug 7

... So um.. Today sucked..


The entire school got locked off from Paragon about this outbreak of an virus. Which made the normal students go... batty... strong and crazy yellow eyes..

It happened about Noonish.. I was in the girls washroom meeting a freshman. Sally. She was really nice and wonderfull and then her eyes changed... She told me she had no powers. So I was wondering... I was also creeped out because that happens to me. Not like the glowing though. they just shift to a shade of yellow depending on my mood. I've been praticing and I can control it now allong with my voice.

Sally shierked at her eyes. Blamed me cuz I look like a demon. I guess my eyes shifted cuz she went crazy. She attacked me. I really didn't know what to do. She broke the entire sink in one freakin hit!! In many ways I'm still happy I don't have pain receptors still. Otherwise a few of those blows would have really really hurt. I managed to scare her with my voice and claws that she backed off long enough for me to get the hell out of there.

Later I grouped up with a couple of students to help detain some of the sick. Once Longbow showed up they almost threw me in with the Sick cuz of my yellow eyes... I don't think I've had that many needles stuck in me ever... But they let me to my dorm room for the rest of the day. I'm hoping that they are gonna let us out soon. I'm gettin kinda bored in here.

[Eshva]

Aug 9

I'm getting excited for the BVA and SJS school sock hop!! I think its gonna be great meeting students that are in the Isle. Hopefully I'll be able to get an Idea of what its like.

Also I started doing some missions for an Agent McQueen I guess Crono is too, Because he makes us were these FBI issue outfits. I think its a reason for him to see me ina mini skirt... but ya. It looks really sharp. Crono looks really good in his too.

I had my first visit to Fire base Zulu.. and I have mixed feelings about that place. Its so pretty! The sheild that goes arround it, floating rocks, Crazy gysers that shoot you hundereds of yards into the air, and even the plant life is cool. The best part is that you can fall and they'll teleport you right back on the base. I love to fall so I jumped of the edge over and over. It was a neat rush looking like you were falling into nothing and goiong to fall forever. I wish I could do that. Fall forever with no worries but the sensation of the wind going by my ears.

However.. there are some really really.... Nasty things that live there. There are these purple bats that have green cystals in them, and they have bigger versons of them selves with out wings! The most gross things I've seen in a while but no were near as gross as these Eye things. Well they look like eyes but probally arn't seeing they have teeth for eye lashes. They shoot this lazer out of the gaping hole that looks like an puple and the Iris slams shut on ya. I hate them so much there's different sizes of them too. I got eaten bye one but with fast work of my claws I was out again. It was so gross and dark I couldn't see but it felt... well I can't discribe it.. Anyways I'm sure I'll have some nightmares.. But its late.. and I need some sleep.

[Eshva]

Aug 12

Needless to say that dance was intersting..

The Students from BVA are okay but most of them aren't all that friendly. J. is very nice. I met Sara, Dakota, Eli and some others. I tried to talk to them but most of them didn't talk back. It was kinda awarkd in some cases. I danced with Crono alot until he had to go. I was very happy to see Pu there but I didn't get the chance to talk with her cuz a fight just about broke out.

I heard some crys of distress and ended up forcing myself between J and winged siren. Man that was akward. Winged said they were talking about breaking and entering but we can't arrest anyone in Pocket D its a netrual zone. We were powerless to do anything about it. But we were there to have fun and be teens. not heros.. Anyways the fight stoped and I had to Keep Adam entertain cuz Dakota was scared of the longbow and I totaly missed Pu.. So I tried to find her to talk but it didn't go over very well. She's very sad.. I hope I cheered her up a bit. But its soo late and I need some sleep.

[Eshva]

Aug 13

okay so um.... I can't really put into words what just happened. Luckliy and HOPEFULLY.... No one will find out.

I can't believe Glacial Eric AND Kali mooned Portal scienests. I was fine wtih makin faces at them. But exposing your BUTT! I think it was a little much. Too boot I broke the key pad on this door. Narg, some days I really wish my claws weren't so emotionally triggered.. Its a good thing it only happens when I'm madd. But ya Everything thing we had done was being recorded... The moment we spoted the camera's I couldn't stop worrieng about how much trouble we were gonna get in. That and I can't Believe ERIC E-mailed it to the SCHOOL... But I guess its part of the reason he is a hero instead of a villian hehe! Actually that makes sence.. I suppose..

I bet any crook who saw us probally would have laughed their butt off at how 4 super heros screw up at a minor crime like indecent exposture. But getting back on track, I hope I did manage to removed the footage from the portal corp system and put it on CD so all of us can go back and watch it. It is pretty funny actually... I just have to make sure Mimi isn't arround to see me watch it.. Gah that would get bad. Mind you... she might see it if the E-mail goes threw.. I'm just so torn between everything being so funny and being scared on how much trouble we're gonna be in.. Gah. Time for bed. If I can sleep that is.

[Eshva]

Aug 14

Good news! The E-mail DIDN'T Go threw! I'm so happy about it. It was just a bunch of jumbled text. However.. Obs was hinting and made an awfull lot of Moon referances and Portal corp... At first me and Kali thought glacial told him, but when I asked he claims he hadn't So I'm really not sure if he really knows or was just talking about real moons as apose to bare butts on a window.. but there seemed to be an awful lot of simlarity... Hopefully it will just fade away.

I noticed that I haven't written about my newest friend and a new student to the school. A blue skined boy named Jayden. Why is he so special? Well he's very shy and cute. But he related with me on the spot. We share the same tail and he asked me if I lived in a box. I was really taken by the comment as he let details about his past creep threw. He recieved beatings to keep the demons away... I.. couldn't help but feel he grew up like me... in fear.. and I just feel such a strong connection with him. I think I could really help him. Help him realize he's not a demon and like me. There isn't a cruel bone in him. He hides behind me when gets the chance like a little boy hiding behind he's mom when a stranger introduces theirself. He also has an amazing albity to tell you whats your biggest worry. And at the time Crono was in a coma and had just woken up. And when he met Crono he told crono something as well that seemed to affect him in the same way. Mind you it wasn't that much longer afterwards that we starting to see alot more of each other. I wonder... nah... that would be well odd. Jayden become very attached to the libary and I had to talk to him about his new box which I conviced him was the temp dorm room with four sides was a very big box with a bed which he loves. I've been taking him to church with me too he seems to like it better then getting the demons beat out of him.

And speaking of new students.. There's been this boy that I can't help but look at everytime I see him in the hallways... I don't know his name but he has ligth blue hair. I swear I've seen him before.. Its just something about his eyes.. the way his face is shaped and the way he stands..and walks.. Its just.. like I've seen it before. But I don't remeber anyone I know with lightblue hair.. I can't put my finger on it... Maybe it will come to me.

[Eshva]

Aug 15

I got a note from crono today and well I would put it in my journal but I don't think Emera would like it it very much. I think its a she is flying about in my drom room as I write this. I think it knows its a her.

I found this little folded paper bird in my locker that said open me. I was carefull about opening it there were so many odd folds in it. I finally got it open and I read this.. I might have

Dear Ibuki,

If your reading this then well ha your reading it and i hope you like it! I know we talked about it and this is my little way of saying that I would like you to join me in the Cascade Achipelago thursday after class...you sould know the spot its the tallest isle where the river spawns...oh yeah dont eat lunch it will spoil picknic

-Crono-

P.S. If you can catch him you can keep him...

Almost on cue the paper folded its self back up and the paper head looked at me and flew into my locker! It even tried pecking me a few times while I was trying to get it to go back to my hand. I don't think Sister Moltar would like a flying paper brid she might have Burnt it! I wasn't gonna let that happen so I called to it and I came up with Emera for a name. I've spent a large protion of the day watching Emera. She's just like a live bird! I don't have a clue how crono made her. I wonder what Mimi and Yuila are gonna do when they see a flying paper brid in our room. I'm gonna have to find a little cage for her. And ask Crono how to take care of it. I don't think I want it to die on me.. But I'm not sure if paper could really die... Maybe I won't worry about a water dish.. Anyways I'm so gonna go! Even though I hate those eyeball things.. ICK!
I've only been to the area once.. and the red water I think its just water it tasted kinda funny.. But it was kinda hypnotic. But I should find him! Write in you later!