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Shadow Saint

Posted: Mon Feb 09, 2009 3:13 pm
by Christian
You ever lose someone close to you: someone who you are around every day, like a best friend, a brother? Someone you do everything with? After they are gone, its like you still see them there. Maybe I don’t want to let go, maybe it’s the stuff in my veins makin' me see stuff. Maybe its just normal to miss someone like that. I don’t know.

I was sitting on the dryer working on some notes for English, my head moving to music that wasn’t there. I didn’t memorize it yet, the track or the artist. Sean had sent me an email and of course one section was dedicated to what was hot. Probably since he thought I was stuck in no man’s land.

It was always warm in the laundry room, which was good. I hated the cold; I’d been cold way too many times with no way to warm up. Smirking inwardly I correct myself; I don’t hate all things cold.

That’s when I look over to the machine next to me, there is Keenan. He is working on something, drawing probably. He was pretty good with a pencil or pen but he sucked with a can. Me? I wouldn‘t call myself a modern day Michelangelo or anything, I‘d let someone else do it though. Keenan always used to get pissed when we would go out and I would tag wherever we were with our… well his signature. He never really stopped me from doing it, I think part of him liked it even though he knew it was wrong. Maybe it was being somebody to the hood, even if no one knew who we were.

We looked at each other for a while, neither one of us said anything. Maybe its because I knew he couldn’t talk back. I don’t know. He smiled and shook his head, turning back to his notepad. The look made me remember.

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“Alright dude, if we gonna do this we need a mark or something. You know like Batman got the bat signal.”

Keenan snickered at Chris’ suggestion

“Where are we gonna get a big light?! And even if we do, how we gonna see it from our bedroom, its like 5 feet away from another brick wall. You can’t even look up cuz of the over hang.”

“Right right dude, that makes sense. We need like… the ghetto bat signal. Maybe I could lift some flashlights and tape, and we could rig something up. How many you think we need?”

Chris bit his bottom lip trying to put together the logistics off it. Keenan snickered, rapping him on the arm.

“We are supposed to be the good guys homie, we ain’t gonna lift from some shop, then come back and protect it at night.”

Chris got an idea.

“Wait wait! What if we did that, I mean Mrs. Johnson pays me a few bucks for helping her carry her groceries, this could be like… I dunno, a down payment.”

Keenan laughed louder, shaking his head.

“Homie, that’s like... how the mob works. Payments for protection and stuff, that ain’t how we gonna be.”

Chris sat there furrowing his brow; it seemed like a good idea when it was in his mind.

“Alright dude, what about this: After we protect the place we tell em it was us. Then maybe they could fund the ghetto bat signal and hook us up with some free snack cakes?”

Keenan just grinned closing his notebook, sticking the pencil he was using in his mouth.

“Now you just messin; I already told you we doin' this cuz its right. Cuz we can. Its just you and me, and no one else is ever gonna know. We swore on it remember?’

Chris grinned sheepishly and nodded.

“Dude, I know… but… snaaack cakes.”

A wide smile filled his face as he rubbed his stomach, while Keenan lectured.

“Look homie, does Superman make his money by savin' people? No. He doesn’t. He is Clark Kent and he does the nine to five at the newspaper place. We ain’t gonna be like a merc for hire. We doing this cuz it needs done and we can do it.”

Chris gave him a skeptical look.

“You can do it; I mean we don’t even know what’s wrong with me. I mean I just give people bad dreams, howz that gonna help us out there. I grab them and then run away knowin' they might have a bad dream tonight?”

Keenan snickered and shook his head. “Dude Batman did it with less; 'sides I got your back. I’ll knock 'em down and you can make sure they regret it when they wake up.”

Chris grinned at that, then it hit him. “Oh dude… gaaaaay! I’m Robin! Screw that!”

Keenan shoulder bumped him as they sat in the commons. He gave Chris a reassuring smile.

“Dude, Robin grows up to be Nightwing. You just gotta work at it.”

“For real? Nice! Okay, maybe that won’t be so bad then. He can kick ass right?”

Keenan nodded and slid over to Chris, opening the notebook. On the page there were two large S’s drawn side by side, a pair of wings wrapped around them.

“What do you think dude, cool huh?”

Chris reached up under a knit cap to rub his head, his shoulders shrugged; he wasn't sure what to make of it.

“S…. S… whats that? The wings are pretty cool at least.”

“S-S Shadow Saint dude! Its gonna be my like.. Name.”

The expression on his face lit up.

“Dude that’s awesome!! When did you think of that? That is like… the real deal for a hero name. I mean that’s like what you see on the cover of a comic you know”

Keenan beamed with pride and nodded “Yeah dude, you know it! I figured we gotta keep the Philly thing going after the South Street Samurai.”

Chris snickered still looking over the symbol. “That guy is so badass; I mean he walks around with a sword to protect people.”

"Christian!"

A pair of arms came from nowhere wrapping around him as a voice cried out. Keenan got out of the way as the smaller girl pressed her cheek to his trying, to tackle him.

“Where were you! We were supposed to hang out! Keenan! You got him into talking about comics didn’t you!”

She gave Keenan a stern look, not relenting on the headlock she had Chris in. He flailed with futility, trying to get her off without being to rough about it.

He finally gave up, slumping over; she let out a giggle, amused with her victory. Keenan pushed himself up looking on him with pity.

“Worst…sidekick… ever…”

Chris shot him a fiery look but didn’t hold it for long as Shari chimed in. “Byyyye Keenan!”

She wasn't all that subtle about it. Keenan tucked the notebook under his arm shoving his hands in his pockets, still shaking his head.

“I’ll catch you later tonight homie.” He turned with that smile, the one he gave sitting there on the dryer.

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Chris snapped back to the laundry room. Keenan was gone, but there was someone else in his field of vision. She was standing next to the dryer, looking him over.

“Wow Grim, you start the party early? You gonna share with the class?”

It took him a moment to put it all together, but he laughed holding up a hand as he wiggled his fingers. “Just the spooky gene. Don‘t fear the reaper?”

She giggled and shook her head no. “I think I’ll pass this time, but you’re late!”

His eyes widened as he hopped off the dryer

“Oh shii--- what time is it? Give me a minute. I’m ready I just gotta drop these off in my room.”

London gave him a look, cocking her hip to the side as she rested a hand on it. She was all attitude.

“If you are gonna be our roadie, you need to step it up Grim.”

Chris quickly dug his clothes out of the dryer, loading up the laundry basket.

“I know I know, I got you! You just want me to meet you and Harm there? I’ll only be like five minutes and I wanna swing by to see if Case wants to go too.”

She smiled at him and shook her head. “Five minutes. Harmony gets bored easy. We‘ll meet you both there.”

London turn turned to leave, his head turned and his hands stopped as he watched her go. Standing with the full basket under his arm he gave a look to the washing machine he was staring at before. There was Keenan, shaking his head with that same look of pity. He wasn’t even there but Chris instinctively answered the look.

“Whatever dude. You don’t even know!”

Re: Shadow Saint

Posted: Thu Feb 26, 2009 12:56 pm
by Christian
I never gave it much thought, how real he always looked, even though I knew he was gone. I tucked the ball under my arm resting it against my side, watching him sit there against the concrete wall. It was…. I’m not sure my memory was even that good. Everything was there, even the way he would hunch his shoulders forward and chomped on a pencil as he tried to get the lines to come out right. I never really stopped to look before, I guess because I knew it wasn’t real. He was older, a little taller; he wasn’t the same as I remembered but it was still him.

I went to say something, got as far as opening my mouth before I clamped it shut. The ball hit the court again and I turned my back just as he looked up with a face as if to ask “What’s up?”. I didn’t say anything, just went back to shooting around.

Paragon was nice in that it kept the lights around the courts on at night. You didn’t have to quit just because the sun went down. The city was a step up but the edge wasn’t the same. The Row had its rough spots but you could still walk around without too much trouble. I’ve heard how people have gotten mugged or held up since they got here. Wrong place wrong time, some hellions or skulls spotting an easy score. It’s a simple rule. Mind your business, keep a low profile. You get where you’re going.

This place is weird though; if something goes down, something bad, people go running towards it like moths to flame. On some level they know they are going into the fire, but they go anyway. Maybe its different worlds. You come from a world where people try to survive and get by, that’s what you strive for. Here? Its about being the hero, you dive into the fire, you put yourself on the line for others, putting them before you.

Keenan looked up like he knew something was bothering me, his expression seemed like he wanted to know what was going on. How crazy am I for thinking this?

“I don’t know man, I don’t know why I dove in like that. I just had to do something you know?”

I sounded like him.

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“Keenan, you… you good?”

Keenan sat with his back against a brick wall breathing heavy trying to catch his breath, he looked roughed up, drained, but nothing serious. Three adult men were laid out in the corner, heaped over one another, all unconscious.

“Y..yeah. Just… just give me a minute”

Chris sat there beside him, rubbing his cheek; it was already red, the flesh swollen slightly. He contorted the muscles of his face moving it around feeling the familiar numb feeling there. Keenan finally started to catch his breath; he looked over, wincing as he saw where Chris had been hit.

“YeeOuch, sorry man. I didn’t see you got caught.”

Chris shook his head offering a small smile back, pulling up his sleeve to look at the reason his elbow was burning. It was scrapped during the fall; he and Keenan both winced again.

“I’m good, no worse than taking a spill on the court. Did that girl get away? I didn’t see where she went. You just kind of… I mean they could have been packin' and you would have never seen it.”

Keenan nodded to that holding his hands on top of his head as his breathing finally started to slow.

“Yeah, she got… she got clear. I didn’t really have to think about it, she was in trouble.”

Chris furrowed his brow, trying to wrap his mind around it. He went to speak once, twice, stopped himself, then finally found words. Not the words he was searching for, but something at least.

“I hope she made it home okay.”

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It was weird, I remember him saying it, sitting there slouched over like he didn’t even have to think about what was coming out of his mouth. At the time, I didn’t get it. You watch out for number one. That was the rule. At least I thought it was. I replayed what had happened, what I saw. There she was, afraid and surrounded. No time to think, no time to plan out, sneak up, or anything like that. I idly rubbed my shoulder, remembering the first impact as I tried to get the two on her left off of her. Just to give her some breathing room, enough where she could break away from the third. It wasn't the same as the girl in the alley way from a few years ago. I remember that fear starting to grip me; being alone, no one to take the third guy. She didn't run, she could have... maybe should have, but she didn't. She had my back.

I shot my eyes over to where the image of Keenan had been sitting. Gone. I wanted to… I don’t know. I wanted to say something to him. I got those guys off of her, but it was because of him I did it. It was a little late for a thank you.