Finding your calling
Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 8:09 am
Part 1:
It had been a few days now since the war had begun. Jake had been undecided what do to. He was ushered into the school along with most of the other students, when it all started, and had been there ever since. Some of the other 'supers' of the student body had went out to fight, some never to return, and yet he still stayed. Walking past the community board, he watched as the list of missing and dead, both students and family of students, grew by leaps and bounds.
“What am I doing here?” He asked himself, again. While he always answered his own question with “I don't know,” the truth was he did not want to end up on that list. Later that night, he was in his quad. He was alone. He assumed his roommates out helping the heroes of the city, and yet, here he lay, a coward. It was then that he resolved to leave the next day, go out and help as he could. He was not a fighter, he was a healer.
The next day he awoke early, and found his roommates sleeping. He looked over them, in their troubled sleep. One tossed and turned, as if still fighting in his sleep. Jake laid a finger softly on his forehead, a light blue aura spread from his fingertip and made a halo around the distressed boy's head. As he pulled his hand away, the sparkling light faded into the boy's hair, and he relaxed. “Clear your mind, my friend,” Jake whispered. “Tired and weary is no way to fight.”
He tried to be quiet as he got ready, pulling on a black t-shirt and jeans, he went down to the cafeteria to get some breakfast. The place was normally quiet this time of the morning, but with all the added stress, many of the students found comfort in numbers, and thus it was mildly busy. He grabbed some food, and sat off by himself, watching and listening as he ate. He overheard stories of fighting the Rikti as they appeared, seemingly without end, from the massive drop ships flying over as they attacked cities. He heard stories of the bombs dropping, exploding buildings and people alike. He felt a chill as one distraught girl told of a hero who was helping her get back to the school. The hero was killed, died so fast the medicom system never had a chance to trigger. Jake felt bad for her, she would never be the same again, ever.
By the time he was done eating, and ready to make his way out, he was unusually somber. He knew that this day could very well be his last. He had taken time to write a letter, left in his locker, telling his parents of what he was doing, why he was doing it, and that he was very sorry if something ever happened to him.
“This is who I want to be,” he had wrote, “Call it fate, call it what you will. What happened to me happened for a reason, and now I am here, helping people, healing them. If I die doing this, then so be it. Know that you son died doing what he believed in. You can say, without doubt, that your son died a hero.” He had felt strange calling himself a hero, he didn't really believe it himself. But he had hoped that perhaps it would give them some little extra comfort should that letter ever have to be delivered. He truly hoped that one day soon, he would be able to burn it.
He left the school, entering into the city. He had his comm, and turned it to listen in on the public broadcast and open channel shared by anyone in range. It was quiet now. From the little chatter he heard, it seemed the last Rikti attack was some hours ago. He also overheard talk about the war zone. Perhaps that was where he needed to be. He made his way to the Vanguard building in Atlas.
Upon arriving he was about to walk through the door when the guard stepped in front of him. “Where do you think you are going, kid? This is area restricted to heroes.” He was a large man, all muscle. He looked down on Jake like he was a lost toddler in a mall or something.
Jake was scared, but he forced his voice out. It was a little shaky at first, but slowly became clear. “I am a hero.”
The man chuckled. “Yeah, aren't we all? Go back home kid, it could get dangerous out here without notice.”
He wasn't sure what to do. Then he remembered his ID card. He pulled it out of his pocket and handed to the man.
“What is this, school pictures?” The man took the card, looked at it and realized his mistake. “Oh,” he said, staring at it for a moment longer. “I just gotta verify this.” he said, his tone betrayed his embarrassment. He turned and held the bar code under a scanner attached to the wall. Jake couldn't see what it said, but apparently it was a good enough answer for man. He handed the card back, “Hey look, sorry about that. It's just bad in there, okay? Too many people going in, and too few coming back out.” The man's expression had changed, he looked sad and tired. Just be careful, alright?” He turned and opened the door.
Jake nodded at the man, reached up and patted his shoulder. “Don't worry. I'm just support. I'm going to try and help a few more back, any way I can.”
The man smiled as Jake walked in. Jake was somewhat surprised with himself. He had wanted to turn tail and run when the guard was bearing down on him like that. He silently wondered if he would have that same confidence when he was face to face with the Rikti.
He walked through the warehouse, seeing some heroes going in before in, and a few coming out, looking tired and defeated. Many had torn and bloody clothes. One man was barely walking, supported by a friend. As he walked past Jake could hear him crying softly, mumbling a name that wasn't clearly heard. He friend was trying to help him, and Jake overheard “It's not your fault, she knew the risk,” as they headed for the exit.
Jake paused. He could only imagine what happened. Now he was more determined than before. He turned and got in line for the shimmering blue portal. As he slowly made his way up, he tried to envision what it would be like, then quickly gave up. Finally it was his turn. He knew there were people behind him, waiting as he was. No one said anything about his age, but he was sure some where wondering what a kid was doing here. Without hesitation, he reached out, and touched the portal. A blueish-white light filled his eyes, and for a moment he was weightless, floating as on a raft at sea. Then the light faded and he was there, in the base.
It had been a few days now since the war had begun. Jake had been undecided what do to. He was ushered into the school along with most of the other students, when it all started, and had been there ever since. Some of the other 'supers' of the student body had went out to fight, some never to return, and yet he still stayed. Walking past the community board, he watched as the list of missing and dead, both students and family of students, grew by leaps and bounds.
“What am I doing here?” He asked himself, again. While he always answered his own question with “I don't know,” the truth was he did not want to end up on that list. Later that night, he was in his quad. He was alone. He assumed his roommates out helping the heroes of the city, and yet, here he lay, a coward. It was then that he resolved to leave the next day, go out and help as he could. He was not a fighter, he was a healer.
The next day he awoke early, and found his roommates sleeping. He looked over them, in their troubled sleep. One tossed and turned, as if still fighting in his sleep. Jake laid a finger softly on his forehead, a light blue aura spread from his fingertip and made a halo around the distressed boy's head. As he pulled his hand away, the sparkling light faded into the boy's hair, and he relaxed. “Clear your mind, my friend,” Jake whispered. “Tired and weary is no way to fight.”
He tried to be quiet as he got ready, pulling on a black t-shirt and jeans, he went down to the cafeteria to get some breakfast. The place was normally quiet this time of the morning, but with all the added stress, many of the students found comfort in numbers, and thus it was mildly busy. He grabbed some food, and sat off by himself, watching and listening as he ate. He overheard stories of fighting the Rikti as they appeared, seemingly without end, from the massive drop ships flying over as they attacked cities. He heard stories of the bombs dropping, exploding buildings and people alike. He felt a chill as one distraught girl told of a hero who was helping her get back to the school. The hero was killed, died so fast the medicom system never had a chance to trigger. Jake felt bad for her, she would never be the same again, ever.
By the time he was done eating, and ready to make his way out, he was unusually somber. He knew that this day could very well be his last. He had taken time to write a letter, left in his locker, telling his parents of what he was doing, why he was doing it, and that he was very sorry if something ever happened to him.
“This is who I want to be,” he had wrote, “Call it fate, call it what you will. What happened to me happened for a reason, and now I am here, helping people, healing them. If I die doing this, then so be it. Know that you son died doing what he believed in. You can say, without doubt, that your son died a hero.” He had felt strange calling himself a hero, he didn't really believe it himself. But he had hoped that perhaps it would give them some little extra comfort should that letter ever have to be delivered. He truly hoped that one day soon, he would be able to burn it.
He left the school, entering into the city. He had his comm, and turned it to listen in on the public broadcast and open channel shared by anyone in range. It was quiet now. From the little chatter he heard, it seemed the last Rikti attack was some hours ago. He also overheard talk about the war zone. Perhaps that was where he needed to be. He made his way to the Vanguard building in Atlas.
Upon arriving he was about to walk through the door when the guard stepped in front of him. “Where do you think you are going, kid? This is area restricted to heroes.” He was a large man, all muscle. He looked down on Jake like he was a lost toddler in a mall or something.
Jake was scared, but he forced his voice out. It was a little shaky at first, but slowly became clear. “I am a hero.”
The man chuckled. “Yeah, aren't we all? Go back home kid, it could get dangerous out here without notice.”
He wasn't sure what to do. Then he remembered his ID card. He pulled it out of his pocket and handed to the man.
“What is this, school pictures?” The man took the card, looked at it and realized his mistake. “Oh,” he said, staring at it for a moment longer. “I just gotta verify this.” he said, his tone betrayed his embarrassment. He turned and held the bar code under a scanner attached to the wall. Jake couldn't see what it said, but apparently it was a good enough answer for man. He handed the card back, “Hey look, sorry about that. It's just bad in there, okay? Too many people going in, and too few coming back out.” The man's expression had changed, he looked sad and tired. Just be careful, alright?” He turned and opened the door.
Jake nodded at the man, reached up and patted his shoulder. “Don't worry. I'm just support. I'm going to try and help a few more back, any way I can.”
The man smiled as Jake walked in. Jake was somewhat surprised with himself. He had wanted to turn tail and run when the guard was bearing down on him like that. He silently wondered if he would have that same confidence when he was face to face with the Rikti.
He walked through the warehouse, seeing some heroes going in before in, and a few coming out, looking tired and defeated. Many had torn and bloody clothes. One man was barely walking, supported by a friend. As he walked past Jake could hear him crying softly, mumbling a name that wasn't clearly heard. He friend was trying to help him, and Jake overheard “It's not your fault, she knew the risk,” as they headed for the exit.
Jake paused. He could only imagine what happened. Now he was more determined than before. He turned and got in line for the shimmering blue portal. As he slowly made his way up, he tried to envision what it would be like, then quickly gave up. Finally it was his turn. He knew there were people behind him, waiting as he was. No one said anything about his age, but he was sure some where wondering what a kid was doing here. Without hesitation, he reached out, and touched the portal. A blueish-white light filled his eyes, and for a moment he was weightless, floating as on a raft at sea. Then the light faded and he was there, in the base.