Impatient Inpatient
Posted: Sun Jul 01, 2007 9:47 pm
Continued from: Student Information
Now they sat in the office of Dr. David Conrads, counselor at Saint Joseph School. He had spoken at length with the director of Maple Ridge about this transfer, but this was the first time he had met the girl. She seemed stable enough. Sedate, apathetic.
"Ms. Hershfeld, if you wouldn't mind, I'd like to speak with Scarlett privately."
"Of course." The nurse put a soft, brown hand on Scarlett's black one and smiled reassuringly.
As the door eased shut, Dr. "Dave" relaxed more in his chair and glanced over the swath of paperwork on his desk.
"Well, Scarlett, it says here that your last assessment with G.I.F.T. was in '97. They didn't list any healing ability, but you have no recorded medical visits leading up to your committal to Maple Ridge. Would you like to tell me about that?"
"What's to tell? I didn't have to go to the hospital."
He met her evasive attitude with a bluntness she could appreciate. "Scarlett, I want you to tell me about your suicide attempt."
She twisted in her chair, glancing back toward the door. "Monica...!"
"You can do this on your own, Scarlett."
"Monica! He's upsetting me, make him stop!"
The counselor simply sat there, patiently expectant. When the nurse failed to return after a few minutes, Scarlett sighed loudly and exasperatedly.
"We need to fully understand your abilities if you expect us to be of any help to you."
"I'm not here because I tried to kill myself. That's why I was there."
"I think that event has something to do with your mutation, Scarlett, and I think you do, too? If you explain to me what happened and you have no further problems like that, we'll never talk about it again."
Even though she maintained a scowl, this seemed to placate the girl. "Not why? Just what?"
Dr. Conrads nodded.
"Well... My parents were home, both of them, for once. Watching TV, unwinding. It was...four months after Sky died. I found a knife and locked myself in the bathroom." She paused, maybe for effect. "I did it. I saw it cut through. But it didn't hurt. Nothing changed." She eyed the counselor, gauging his reaction. So far, not much. "So I went a little nuts." She perched herself on the edge of the chair. "Started stabbing myself all over, screaming, everything. But nothing happened. Scared the hell out of my parents, is all; and they dumped me at Maple Ridge. Said I was too much for them." She flopped back again, frustrated at the doctor's perpetually calm demeanor. They were all the same. His vacantly attentive arched eyebrows even matched his woolly brown sweater vest.
Conrads refolded his hands. "Have you ever been injured since then?"
"Oh, sure." She tucked her feet up into her therapy pose, the contortion of limbs a part of her daily defiance-strengthening yoga regimen. "Burns from leather cuffs. Some girl pulled out a hunk of my hair. Shaving accidents. Sprained my ankle running away once."
Dr. Conrads appeared to be doing mental math. "Have you--ever, intentionally, harmed someone else--that is, using anything other than casual skin contact?"
Scarlett looked confused, tried to figure him out. "Um, no, I guess not. Like I said, I don't touch people ever if I can help it."
"I mean, have you ever tried, though? Thrown a punch?"
"Well, sure, when I was younger..."
"And you don't anymore?"
Scarlett paused, seeing now where Conrads was probing. "No, 'cause it--doesn't hurt."
The counselor nodded to himself. "Let me make some phone calls. There's someone I want you to meet."
Now they sat in the office of Dr. David Conrads, counselor at Saint Joseph School. He had spoken at length with the director of Maple Ridge about this transfer, but this was the first time he had met the girl. She seemed stable enough. Sedate, apathetic.
"Ms. Hershfeld, if you wouldn't mind, I'd like to speak with Scarlett privately."
"Of course." The nurse put a soft, brown hand on Scarlett's black one and smiled reassuringly.
As the door eased shut, Dr. "Dave" relaxed more in his chair and glanced over the swath of paperwork on his desk.
"Well, Scarlett, it says here that your last assessment with G.I.F.T. was in '97. They didn't list any healing ability, but you have no recorded medical visits leading up to your committal to Maple Ridge. Would you like to tell me about that?"
"What's to tell? I didn't have to go to the hospital."
He met her evasive attitude with a bluntness she could appreciate. "Scarlett, I want you to tell me about your suicide attempt."
She twisted in her chair, glancing back toward the door. "Monica...!"
"You can do this on your own, Scarlett."
"Monica! He's upsetting me, make him stop!"
The counselor simply sat there, patiently expectant. When the nurse failed to return after a few minutes, Scarlett sighed loudly and exasperatedly.
"We need to fully understand your abilities if you expect us to be of any help to you."
"I'm not here because I tried to kill myself. That's why I was there."
"I think that event has something to do with your mutation, Scarlett, and I think you do, too? If you explain to me what happened and you have no further problems like that, we'll never talk about it again."
Even though she maintained a scowl, this seemed to placate the girl. "Not why? Just what?"
Dr. Conrads nodded.
"Well... My parents were home, both of them, for once. Watching TV, unwinding. It was...four months after Sky died. I found a knife and locked myself in the bathroom." She paused, maybe for effect. "I did it. I saw it cut through. But it didn't hurt. Nothing changed." She eyed the counselor, gauging his reaction. So far, not much. "So I went a little nuts." She perched herself on the edge of the chair. "Started stabbing myself all over, screaming, everything. But nothing happened. Scared the hell out of my parents, is all; and they dumped me at Maple Ridge. Said I was too much for them." She flopped back again, frustrated at the doctor's perpetually calm demeanor. They were all the same. His vacantly attentive arched eyebrows even matched his woolly brown sweater vest.
Conrads refolded his hands. "Have you ever been injured since then?"
"Oh, sure." She tucked her feet up into her therapy pose, the contortion of limbs a part of her daily defiance-strengthening yoga regimen. "Burns from leather cuffs. Some girl pulled out a hunk of my hair. Shaving accidents. Sprained my ankle running away once."
Dr. Conrads appeared to be doing mental math. "Have you--ever, intentionally, harmed someone else--that is, using anything other than casual skin contact?"
Scarlett looked confused, tried to figure him out. "Um, no, I guess not. Like I said, I don't touch people ever if I can help it."
"I mean, have you ever tried, though? Thrown a punch?"
"Well, sure, when I was younger..."
"And you don't anymore?"
Scarlett paused, seeing now where Conrads was probing. "No, 'cause it--doesn't hurt."
The counselor nodded to himself. "Let me make some phone calls. There's someone I want you to meet."