Rudi Mack
Posted: Wed Dec 06, 2006 7:26 pm
Have you ever spent six months in the same room? Like literally, in that one room the whole time? Sleeping, waking, showering, doing your business, everything in the same room. And the whole time… you’re being watched? And the only people you have real contact with are wearing full body environmental suits? And you can only talk to your family on a little phone thingie while staring at them through unbreakable glass, a few feet away but totally out of reach?
Okay, ‘cause if you know what that’s like, then it’s okay for you to tell me about how lonely and isolated you feel because you’re “different”.
I’m not saying I don’t have sympathy for you. Not at all. I look around this place and I realize that everyone’s got problems. Everyone’s had it hard. Everyone’s got something they have to deal with. Well, maybe not everybody, but a lot of us. I’m just saying… don’t act like you’re the only one.
I mean, we can all sit around and mope and glare at each other and play “who’s got the biggest chip on her shoulder”… or we can realize we’re all pretty much in the same situation and just… be there for each other. I don’t know. I’m just rambling here.
Yeah, so my story…
I grew up in Kincardine, Ontario, Canada. That’s near the Bruce Nuclear Facility. I mention that, because it’s kind of central to why I’m here. Little advice kiddies… nuclear reactors are a bad place to hang out, okay? I’m not going to talk about what actually happened, but yeah, I ended up somewhere I really shouldn’t have been. What can I tell you, except… it wasn’t my idea.
Anyway, I didn’t die, like I should have. Instead, I just got all green and glowy and started making everybody around me sick. Hence, the white room and the six months of quarantine. Worst part of that was how you could see on everybody’s face that they didn’t expect me to live.
But yeah, I didn’t die. Eventually, they brought some guy up from SERAPH to examine me and he figured some stuff out. I’m actually very powerful, you see. I’m like a mini-reactor or something. Of course, I can’t handle that. It’s just way too much power. So SERAPH developed a drug treatment to suppress my … powers, let’s call ‘em. It involved about 20 shots a day.
Hey, you don’t have to move away… I’ve had my shots today, I swear.
I had to move to Paragon City to be close to the labs where they synthesize the drugs, so they enrolled me here at Saint Joe’s. I’m kind of glad they did, actually. I’m probably a thousand times more comfortable here than I would be at some regular school. I’ve even made some friends already, which I was afraid was never going to happen.
Anyway, there are people at the school helping me learn to control my powers. If I can learn to keep them in check on my own, I won’t need the drugs anymore. I’m already down to 14 shots a day. Plus I can do a lot of things now that I couldn’t do before. Some of them are pretty fun, even. I’m just trying to stay positive and look ahead, ‘cause I don’t like to think about what happened that da… umm…
Yeah, so uh… what’s your story?
Okay, ‘cause if you know what that’s like, then it’s okay for you to tell me about how lonely and isolated you feel because you’re “different”.
I’m not saying I don’t have sympathy for you. Not at all. I look around this place and I realize that everyone’s got problems. Everyone’s had it hard. Everyone’s got something they have to deal with. Well, maybe not everybody, but a lot of us. I’m just saying… don’t act like you’re the only one.
I mean, we can all sit around and mope and glare at each other and play “who’s got the biggest chip on her shoulder”… or we can realize we’re all pretty much in the same situation and just… be there for each other. I don’t know. I’m just rambling here.
Yeah, so my story…
I grew up in Kincardine, Ontario, Canada. That’s near the Bruce Nuclear Facility. I mention that, because it’s kind of central to why I’m here. Little advice kiddies… nuclear reactors are a bad place to hang out, okay? I’m not going to talk about what actually happened, but yeah, I ended up somewhere I really shouldn’t have been. What can I tell you, except… it wasn’t my idea.
Anyway, I didn’t die, like I should have. Instead, I just got all green and glowy and started making everybody around me sick. Hence, the white room and the six months of quarantine. Worst part of that was how you could see on everybody’s face that they didn’t expect me to live.
But yeah, I didn’t die. Eventually, they brought some guy up from SERAPH to examine me and he figured some stuff out. I’m actually very powerful, you see. I’m like a mini-reactor or something. Of course, I can’t handle that. It’s just way too much power. So SERAPH developed a drug treatment to suppress my … powers, let’s call ‘em. It involved about 20 shots a day.
Hey, you don’t have to move away… I’ve had my shots today, I swear.
I had to move to Paragon City to be close to the labs where they synthesize the drugs, so they enrolled me here at Saint Joe’s. I’m kind of glad they did, actually. I’m probably a thousand times more comfortable here than I would be at some regular school. I’ve even made some friends already, which I was afraid was never going to happen.
Anyway, there are people at the school helping me learn to control my powers. If I can learn to keep them in check on my own, I won’t need the drugs anymore. I’m already down to 14 shots a day. Plus I can do a lot of things now that I couldn’t do before. Some of them are pretty fun, even. I’m just trying to stay positive and look ahead, ‘cause I don’t like to think about what happened that da… umm…
Yeah, so uh… what’s your story?