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The Rage of the Angavu

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((Warning, this thread may contain some harsh language which may be offensive to some readers out there. I will attempt to censor most of the harsher words in an effort to keep the story in PG-13 format. If there is a problem with the verbatim I choose in this story post, please contact me through PM and I will be happy to discuss the matter. Secondly, know that I hold no grudges or lack of respect for anyone OOC. :P))

What the HELL was he thinking? I mean honestly, who the hell says those sorts of things and laughs about them? Darweshi Brown fumed, sitting atop a lone rock which adorned what could only be called a sand dune in the middle of the ocean just outside of Talos. Muttering, the big man looked down at the sand in the center of the island, focusing on the cracked circle of glass which stood out like a sore thumb amidst the sand.

Luke...just what the f@$% was wrong with him? You don't say those things to a black man, especially to his face. It was like telling a Jew that he should have died in the Holocaust, or telling a Chinese person that the Rape of Nanking was just a day at the spa.

That's right Angavu... The burning voice of Ghadhabu whispered in his ear. This 'Luke' is a challenge to your authority...to your pride...to your ancestors. Letting him go free is admiting the truth of his words.

Darweshi said nothing, staring back at the glassy circle in the sand, the spot where he literally blew a gasket the night before, releasing more energy at once than he ever had before. The scary thought was, was that all the energy had come solely from Ghadhabu.

Calling Dar a monkey? That was a lot more weighted and hurtful than one might expect. Back in the colonial era, and even before then, when Africans were taken as slaves, one of the largest "facts" as to why that should be was that the Africans were no better than monkies. Or so the Europeans would have you believe. Hell, just take a look at George Gliddon's "Indigenous Races of the Earth".

He insulted you and your pride Angavu, you cannot let that pass...No matter what consequences may fall.

Dar fumed, knowing that one some base, primal level, he aggreed with the Spirit of Wrath inside him. Luke had it coming to him, and oh hell yeah, was Dar going to give it to him.

Calm yourself Angavu, calm yourself and think. Is that the honorable path? Is that how you maintain your pride? Think of the others, think of your team. Hodari's rock-grinding voice rumbled. Dar had half a mind to tell Hodari to shut the f#%! up and go to hell, but stopped. Sam and Ty.

This is stupid guys...you don't want to get thrown out and expelled for this! You'll be off the team and expelled! Then where will you be? Think about what you're doing man. The ghostly voices of his two teammates fluttered on by, helping to block out the constant whispers of Ghadhabu in his ear.

Yes Angavu, do not listen to the bloodlusted rantings of Ghadhabu. He may have a point in that you need revenge, you must save face, you must regain your pride, but you must be crafty, cautious, and careful. The unisex voice of Janja replied, sounding like a gentle moving stream. Strike from the shadows, unseen, ever flowing. Strike him indirectly, use your power to harrass not him, but the things around him he cares for.

Trust the two darker spirits to say such things. Hodari was barely even audible now with Ghadhabu and Janja both trying to convince Darweshi to adopt their plan. The old, airy, and wisened voice of Busaru was still silent, as he had been since the first time the Spirits came to him.

Angavu,
Angavu!
ANGAVU!

"SHUT THE F*@! UP!" Darweshi yelled to the sky, slamming a fist down on the rock, sending a few chips of stone into the air and leaving himself a nasty, but shallow cut on the edge of his hand. The spiritual voices died away, still present, but hushed and incoherent. The big man exhaled, standing up one last time and looking back towards Paragon City. It was so different from where he grew up...so much different. This wasn't his area. This wasn't him. This was not his jungle.

But if not for the sake of himself, then for the sake of the two who had stood by him since he got here, he would make it his jungle.
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This was great. Just freakin' great. Not only did he get benched during the first game of the season, but Dar was also rooming with one of the kids he hated the most. It would be a miracle if he was able to hold onto his cool for a week before tossing Luke out of a window, and preferably into moving traffic. Or maybe into moving traffic, and then through a windshield. Hell, any combination of glass, cars, Luke, and blood would suit Dar at this point.

Yes...you can feel it now can't you? The bubbling pleasure of watching a weak man squirm under your power...watching his life-blood flow...

"Shut up Ghadhabu..." Darweshi mumbled to himself, walking along Spanky's Boardwalk in Talos, hands in his pockets and face strewn up into a fierce, determined glare. Those that were out today were giving him a wide berth.

That heated fury in your chest Angavu...it can be sated, and you know just how good sating that desire feels...don't you? The burning voice of the Spirit of Wrath continued to whisper in his ear, words wrapping about him like a thick fog. A spike of scarlet-red anger lanced through Darweshi's vision, both in anger of his situation and at Ghadhabu himself. The spirit only rejoiced in the surge of hate. You can feel it now...that desire, that need to eliminate all before you.

The damn thing was right too, it would feel so good to just do what he wanted. To forget about the consequences and toss them away, to let himself go to the blind rage.

Yet where would that leave you Angavu? Is that the true path of the Laiboni which we have taught you? The ever steady, earthy voice of Hodari asked, his presence like a rock amidst a torrential river current of rage. The mindless anger began to subside a little. Think of the path you wish to tread Angavu, think of your future, and the pride of your ancestors.

Hodari had a point there. Ever since the spirits came to him, Dar had put quite a bit of effort into researching his past. He had learned quite a deal about the ancient Masai people, and the history of African Americans, perhaps even being a little more knowledgeable than most kids his age on the topic. How would he be able to face the heroes of the past with his poor decisions of the present? Much less the possibility of having to face children of the future.

Hodari speaks out of turn, and with half-truths Angavu. Indeed, look uon your past and the injustices that have occurred. Is it not the duty of a paragon of justice to right past mistakes? To heal and salve the injuries of the past and make even with those who caused such atrocities?

Silence Janja, for it is you who speaks in half truths. Yes, there are those in the past who have done horrible deeds, but that is no reason to take their blood!

Spoken like a true weakling Hodari! This world is not one of happiness and milk. This is a world of cold steel and warfare! Break man down to its basic nature and all there is is war and conflict!

Men are better than that! They can overcome the rage of war and make themselves into something more!

Fah! Even these followers of the Christian God know the true state of humanity. I have listened as the Angavu has sat amongst those followers. You know as well as I their story of the farmer and the shepherd.

At this point, Darweshi didn't even say anything back to the arguing spirits in his head. Instead, he merely gathered up power from Janja, who was staying quiet and possibly laughing at the discussion, and took off into the air, flying up towards the sky and over to the impossibly loud warehouse district. Dar was hoping the machinery could quiet down or drone out those two, yet the damage was already done. His own mind waged a war between two extremes. Hodari's side and Ghadhabu's side. The more he thought about it, the more he agreed. Men were pitiful, war-minded creatures. Humanity's history, especially the period Darweshi had studied, was defined by war. Periods of human existence were placed in timelines by wars. The Crusades, the French Revolution, the American Revolution, the World Wars....

Yet Dar could still see Hodari's optimistic insight in people as well. Especially in his friends at SJS.

"Just what the hell is going on with me..." Darweshi asked aloud, staring down from the sky at the buildings below. "Just...what...who am I becoming? I don't even know if I'm still Darweshi anymore..."

And now, Angavu, A strange, airy, insubstantial voice responded. It sounded like wind blowing through long tall grass and the pitch of the voice was that of someone steeped in age. It was a voice Darweshi hadn't heard since that fateful day on 52nd and Spruce...Now, Angavu, art thou finally ready to hear the wisdom of Busaru?
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Are you proud of what you have done Angavu? Hodari's voice, sounding more grave than normal pounded in Darweshi's head. The boy sat on the edge of his bed, face downcast. He was alone, thankfully, with no one to bug him or disturb what little peace he had found. The burning rage of Ghadhabu continued to flail about inside of him wildly, fueled by the anger of the verbal assault he received the previous night.

"Shut up Hodari." Dar said softly, but aloud, his fingers digging into the muscle of his upper arms. Just what was going on with him? Everything was moving faster than he wanted it to. Hell, it was simple before...before he gave into his impulses.

Fah! You should be glad Angavu. You did what you wished with no ramifications. Be pleased with yourself. This is the first time I am proud of your actions.

Foul cretin! How dare you try and corrupt the Angavu with your sickening desires!

Ignorant whelp. You accuse me of corrupting the Angavu!? Hardly! I merely show him his true human nature.

Fool! Taking advantage of others for your own gain?! How could you dare profess that as the Angavu's true nature!?

Because it is you ignorant child.

"Why don't you all just shut the FUCK UP!?" Darweshi cried into the air, silvery threads of energy pooling around his hands. The spirits quieted themselves, but their presence didn't diminish. What the hell was wrong with him? He was going out with Jess right? Then why the hell did he...With a sigh of frustration, Dar grabbed the football on his bed and threw it against the wall. It bounced off, slamming into his dresser and knocking over the pictures on top of it. This was all so complicated now. Jess, Beth, the twins. All of Jess' friends had jumped on the "hate Dar" bandwagon and it ticked him off.

What is the key to understanding thine predicament Angavu? The whispy voice of Busaru chimed in. Is it not rationalizing thine actions? Indeed, what thou must ask thineself....is dost thee believe thou did the right thing?

The words hung heavy in Dar's mind as he clenched his jaw, squeezing his fingers into tight fists. It was a good question. Did he do the right thing? Was following his desires, independent of other's thoughts and emotions...was that the right path to take? Looking out for himself...throwing others aside...was that what he wanted to be? His eyes snapped closed, lips pressed together in a frown.

What would Momma say?
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“Mother F#@%er!” Dar yelled, punching the brick wall again, causing chips of heated stone to fly off around his torn and bleeding knuckles. His hand hurt like hell and if he kept on hitting the wall like he was, he would break it easily, but that was the last thing on his mind. The burning anger which filled his heart and mind was the only thing in control as he sought more and more ways to vent the overflowing pit of rage. Stunned and wounded Skulls member laid in the alleyway next to him, bloody and moaning in pain, trying to get to their feet to run from their assailant. Dar didn’t care anymore, they were trash. They were hopeless trash who couldn’t stand in a fight against him, even when they outnumbered him.

Still his rage burned on.

Somewhere in the deep recesses of Dar’s mind, Ghadhabu’s burning voice laughed merrily, causing another flare of rage to fill Dar’s heart.

Stop it Ghadhabu. Hodari’s voice rang out, steely and full of frustration.

What’s wrong weakling? Getting mad that the Angavu’s heart listens to me over you? Was the snide response from the fearsome Ghadhabu. Hodari’s presence seemed to bubble within Dar’s mind.

If you want to try me Ghadhabu, I will easily take you up on your offer. I won’t let you continue to make the Angavu’s mind your own personal toy!

Fah! You know as well as I do that that is beyond our power. The specter of Ghadhabu’s presence bore full on Hodari, easing a little of the anger that consumed Darweshi. Admit it weakling. The Angavu has always been a creature of rage.

“SHUT UP DAMNIT!” Dar cried in a loud, desperate voice, scaring the wounded Skulls into an even faster retreat. “Just stop f!#%ing with my head! Shut up and get the f!#% out!” The sudden outcry caused the two arguing spirits to fall silent for a moment.

What? Is the Angavu finally growing a backbone? Ha! You’re just as weak as Hodari you pup. Ghadhabu said with a sneer, goading the youth.

“What was that Ghadhabu? F#%! you! I ain’t weak!”

Hardly. You’re far more pitiful than weak. You are a fool and a pup. You can’t even finish this pitiful quarrel of yours. Darweshi sneered, staring into the brick wall as it seemed to explode outwards at him. Thrusting his hands up to cover his face, he fell back as Ghadhabu himself strode through the ruined building. The hulking rhinoceros-like spirit loomed over him, wreathed in rage, power, and death. Tell me Angavu, why are you running from your foe? Why are you resorting to cheap tricks like Janja and attacking him through a female?

The mention of Beth stung. He hadn’t meant to drag her into his and Luke’s fight, but he had just been so angry at Luke not rising up to the fight that he needed to do something, even if it was a low blow to both of them. Ghadhabu’s heavy and powerful armored fist lowered in front of Dar. Do you wish not to be weak? Do you want your enemies kneeling at your feet in reverence as they should? Do you want to be looked at in awe in respect to your power? Take my hand and follow me Angavu. As Dar looked up at the hulking beast, he could see himself standing behind him. Tall, powerfully built, strong, and wreathed in glory. The phantom Dar’s eyes were simply red orbs and his aura was not the somewhat peaceful thread silver strands of energy, but black and scarlet tongues of fire. There was no doubt, the phantom Dar was strong and powerful. It was then that Hodari materialized standing above Darweshi, his shield knocking Ghadhabu’s hand away from Dar, spear at the beast’s throat.

Hold your tongue beast. You know not your place. Look closer Angavu, at to what this beast offers you.

Scared to the point of immobility, Dar blinked and gazed at the Rage-filled Angavu before him. Shadows seemed to peel away from his feet and then Dar saw it, the Angavu of Rage stood on a mountain of corpses. Faces stared back at him in horrified expressions. At the top were Luke, Beth, and Jess; his mother, father, and friends from Philly were among them. However, Dar’s heart froze when he saw whose face the Angavu of Rage was stepping on.

“K-K-K…kick….” The blood seemed to drain away from Dar’s whole body as he hurriedly tried to distance himself from Ghadhabu and Hodari both. “LEAVE ME ALONE!” He cried in shaking fear as silvery light leapt to his hands, blasting the entire alleyway in light and power. When Dar’s eyes opened, he saw himself standing on a cliff face looking over the Savannah below him. Brief images of The Lion King flashed into his head as a soft grunt from next to him snapped him out of it.

Busaru, the whispy steer laid on his stomach next to him, looking out at the horizon lazily. Willst thee accept my apology for the actions of those two? He asked in his aged, weathered voice. Dar looked down at the spirit, still shaking, wanting nothing to do with them at all and shook his head.

“No, I won’t.” Busaru nodded, hanging his head sadly.

What willst thou do about them?

“Ignore them.”

Canst thou?

“I will.”

Like thou ignored Master Bartel? Dar froze, looking at Busaru with hate. Dost thou wish to speak to me?

Dar felt the rage well up in his heart as he whirled around at Busaru, at the breaking point.

“Yeah, I want to f@!#in’ talk to you. I’m ticked off! I’m so f!@$in’ mad at Luke for being such a douchebag about f!@%in’ everything! Thinking he can talk about anyone and treat anyone the way he wants with nothing done to him…I want to kill him! That and I can’t stand the God damn hypocrisy in the f!#%in’ school! Everyone wants to kick the shit out of Luke and when I’m the one to actually do it, everyone fu%#in’ jumps on my back and looks at me like I’m the bad guy!” Dar didn’t stop, he continued to shout at the calmly listening wispy steer before him. “And Beth? F!%@ her! Honestly! She stands off to the side when Luke and I are in a fight and thinks she has nothing to do with it?! Who the hell does she think she is?!”

Why art thou angry with her?

“WHY?! Because she’s a two-timing tramp who thinks she can still be buddy-buddy with me while she’s banging Luke of all f!#%in’ people!”

Hast thou no other reason? Dar froze, his anger having been vented in his rant to a degree enough so that he could actually think straight. What was Beth to him? And why was he so pissed off at her too? It wasn’t because of Luke…He didn’t thrust her into the fight because of him…he was angry at her too. Why?

“…Her advice…cost me Jess.”

Dost thou love her?

“No…that’s why I left in the first place…I didn’t feel for Jess as she felt for me. So I didn’t want to lead her on for weeks…that’s why I broke it off so soon…”

Then why art thou mad at Beth?

“Because…I lost Jess as a friend because of her.”

Did thou lose Jess because of Beth? Or because of thee? Dar didn’t know how to answer that, turning his head towards the steer in silent atonement. Willst thou think upon what thou hast said with no heed of the others? Dar lowered his eyes to the golden glass below them and nodded stiffly, feeling a very uncomfortable cold pit form in his stomach. Suddenly, his eyes blurred and he was sitting in the alleyway again, his back against an adjacent building. For a few minutes he sat there, wondering and gathering his thoughts before standing and hoping he wasn’t cut too badly from Ghadhabu’s entrance into the alleyway. That’s when Dar stopped cold; the alleyway was as pristine as an alleyway could be. Ghadhabu and Hodari fighting above him…they were never real. As he left, rushing towards the Yellow Line train, Dar wondered if he could trust anything he saw anymore.
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